Scars of friendships🍂

Who says breakup hurts the most !. Kabhi dosti mai dil tuta h?

Come I'll tell you one story..... 

7 years back there was a girl full of life , who loves to be around her people, people whom she call her friends, and friends who became her family. For her friendships is something that never changes . She used to believe that anything could be lost but friendship - friendship would always stay with her. 

She had a best friend (#Bff) her very first friend with whom she learned the meaning of friendship, who was the most special to her . She used to think that just like the friendships shown in the novels and movies she had the same kind of friendship too. They were very good friends for 5 years and as long as she was with her she never even tried to find friendships in anyone else , for her she was enough . 

But as she grew older reality hit her hard. She realised that not everything stays the same forever, life changes , people change and so did her friendship. So many reasons she got but still she kept on finding the one reason the one strong reason to convince her own self that her bestfriend is no more her bestfriend now. And that was her first heartbreak 🙃 . The bond that once felt unbreakable started to feel fragile, things stop working out because she stop putting herself into it . The reasons, whatever they may be , loosing her bestfriend was the worst feeling she had ever felt.

And as time went on, she began to understand many things , like - in this world there is no such thing as forever or bff. Everyone knows this that life never stop ,and at some point, somewhere you always need someone around you. So just like with everyone else she formed new connections. She was really bad at connecting with people but when she did, it was with her whole heart and maybe this was one of the bad thing about her that she would get too attached to people, it was really tough for her to not be attached to people whom she call her person and this happens with many of us ,and may be that's the one reason why , as people kept drifting away from her, she kept getting more deeply affected. And unfortunately every time when she trusted people they made her feel why she shouldn't have. You know when something keeps happening again and again , you eventually get used to it, so same happened with her. And after that she never trusted anyone even if sometimes she want to she couldn't.

She never regretted any of her friendships because every bond taught her a different lesson. With few people she do talk, but it's more like a formality they complete in the name of their friendship . Her first friendship will always be special to her no matter how it had become now but it will always be precious to her . There are somethings we can't move on from and in her case her first bff was the one . It was really beautiful journey of 5 years and also her good memories, she'll always respect that bond but now she don't want it back because she can't take that heartbreak again.

Still she is a girl full of life and wanted people, "her people " around her but now she is scared of this , scared of attachments , scared of friendships and scared of even talking to people.....

Scars of friendships 🙃🍂